NUH-UH! I'M WEARING ARMORS!

hellsingdrug:

do you ever just miss old rp partners and

[Oh god. Last day of classes is the 9th of May. Finals are 16, 17 and 21.

Oh goddess. This

yes

I can taste it.

I love all of you. <3]

[oh no, I know where they came from. it’s late and I’m alone and i am in dokis with a beautiful, wonderful woman who is hundreds of miles away and that combined with school stress and other things triggered one of my loneliest characters out of her cavern

ugghhhhh]

[wow wtf character feels out of NOWHERE]

-C> There are dayss I dream ohf snohw.

-C> the burn and the bite of a bitter reality that will never find ssohlace in a foreign hand’ss embrace

-C> blanketss me in itss backhanded embrace

-C> ohf prohmissess and threatss

-C> ohf cohmfohrtss and hohrrohrss bohth familiar and alien

-C> wohrldss away frohm the nohrm, right here in my back doohr

-C> i made the misstake ohf sseeking my ssohlace in the familiar

-C> againsst the horrohrs and cohmfohrtss in thiss fohreign planet

-C> I carry thiss reality

-C> my burn and bite

-C> in such a way that I cannoh sseem toh make reality ohf a forheign hand’ss embrace

-C> am i ssoh sstrange that my pity be sspurned

-C> and my wrath attract charity?

-C> the ssohng ohf my issohlation Drohness dangergoussly

-C> right outsside my lohcked doohr

-C> and yet ssurvival iss the lasst ohf my thoughtss

-C> all i want

-C> iss fohr you, and you, to kissss my sscarss

-C> and help the sseedss too lohcked by frohst

-C> grohw tohward your light’ss burn and bite

-C> itss warmth and embrace

-C> and becohme what I knohw iss lohsst

-C> in unfed pohtential

-C> and you

-C> toh caressss the unflawed piecess ohf my sskin

-C> and whissper with prohmisse and threat

-C> ohf what could be

[Ummm, so out of curiosity I checked my inbox and there’s notes in there that tumblr had not notified me of?! umm!]