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[Oh god. Last day of classes is the 9th of May. Finals are 16, 17 and 21.
Oh goddess. This
I can taste it.
I love all of you. <3]
[oh no, I know where they came from. it’s late and I’m alone and i am in dokis with a beautiful, wonderful woman who is hundreds of miles away and that combined with school stress and other things triggered one of my loneliest characters out of her cavern
[wow wtf character feels out of NOWHERE]
-C> There are dayss I dream ohf snohw.
-C> the burn and the bite of a bitter reality that will never find ssohlace in a foreign hand’ss embrace
-C> blanketss me in itss backhanded embrace
-C> ohf prohmissess and threatss
-C> ohf cohmfohrtss and hohrrohrss bohth familiar and alien
-C> wohrldss away frohm the nohrm, right here in my back doohr
-C> i made the misstake ohf sseeking my ssohlace in the familiar
-C> againsst the horrohrs and cohmfohrtss in thiss fohreign planet
-C> I carry thiss reality
-C> my burn and bite
-C> in such a way that I cannoh sseem toh make reality ohf a forheign hand’ss embrace
-C> am i ssoh sstrange that my pity be sspurned
-C> and my wrath attract charity?
-C> the ssohng ohf my issohlation Drohness dangergoussly
-C> right outsside my lohcked doohr
-C> and yet ssurvival iss the lasst ohf my thoughtss
-C> all i want
-C> iss fohr you, and you, to kissss my sscarss
-C> and help the sseedss too lohcked by frohst
-C> grohw tohward your light’ss burn and bite
-C> itss warmth and embrace
-C> and becohme what I knohw iss lohsst
-C> in unfed pohtential
-C> and you
-C> toh caressss the unflawed piecess ohf my sskin
-C> and whissper with prohmisse and threat
-C> ohf what could be
[Ummm, so out of curiosity I checked my inbox and there’s notes in there that tumblr had not notified me of?! umm!]